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The weirdest thing is happening to me and I don't know what it is. Maybe it has happened to you…
Ever since January of this year, I have had this intense energy come over me to purge all of my belongings. Everything around me feels so dense and cumbersome to my being. Even looking at things in my house makes me upset on a deep level. The couches, the papers, the lotions, the drapes — the entire house. Everything.
It feels like I’m drowning in my home. There is too much space. There are too many things in that space. It all hurts my soul. What is going on?
Since it’s now the end of June, I have had six months to inquire about this sensation and I still haven’t come up with an answer. I have received no explanations from people that truly resonate with me nor have I gotten answers from Spirit.
Usually, when odd sensations linger inside of me like this, that’s the Spirit’s way of nudging me in a direction. And I always accept. This time, it’s this agitating, purge sensation with no message.
An astrologer told me that these feelings meant I needed to release old emotional burdens and to work through old stuff inside of me that needed to be released. I have been doing tons of inner work, shedding and alchemizing, and yet the energy is still here, possibly even stronger.
